Recovering

I seem to be using up energy as faster than I am regaining it.  I wake up in the morning not feeling to bad and so I get busy doing house and yard work and before I know it I'm exhausted and not even half way through the day.  Then I still have kids to chase and more work to be done.  As I continue on like this by evening I can hardly stand anymore and am feeling sore.  I wake up the next day not wanting to get out of bed or do anything. I trudge through the day not accomplishing much of anything, just grateful to make it to the end.  Then the next day I'm feeling good again and so this cycle has gone most of this last week.  I am glad to be feeling well enough to be getting some work done though, at least I don't feel so lazy.  I was starting to feel quite guilty laying around all day.  Saturday I weed-wacked the back yard and mowed it.  It doesn't look like a jungle anymore and I don't have to worry about loosing the kids out there.  I got some laundry done.  I even dusted, vacuumed and straightened upstairs.  All of this while taking care of all three kids from the time they woke up until the time Howard came home from doing school work at dinner time.  Yesterday, while tired and sore I lead the music in Sacrament Meeting, and then did my own calling as the primary chorister, which involves being on my feet for nearly 2 hours leading junior, and then senior primary, and then heading off to sing with the kids in nursery.  I enjoy my calling most of the time.  It's fun to get to be in there with my own kids and see them.  I enjoy getting to teach new songs to the kids and see their enthusiasm for learning the gospel.  I've missed being there with them the last couple of Sundays, and was glad to be back.  I hope I start having enough energy to keep up with everything soon.  I'm tired of things the way they are and just want to get back to being able to do the things I want.  I've got so much to do both inside and out.  If I don't get better pretty quick I might just go crazy.  (That is, more than I already am!)